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going friends only girlfriends...<3 [Tuesday

October 12th, 2004 @ 9:08am]

Add Me.
You May be Added.<3

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October 10th, 2004 @ 7:35pm]
[ mood | confused ]


How do I make my journal "friends only"? And like, put a pretty picture on the front that is sexual??:)



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October 10th, 2004 @ 1:29pm]
[ mood | empty. ]

I just want to know what's going on; What did I do??...I'm lost, I'm feel empty. Hollow. Dead. :(

I went up to Boone Saturday morning...I'm still here. I didn't do anything last night but watch movies with momma and sissy. We watched Finding Nemo, Monsters Inc., Bruce Almightly, and this morning Addicted to Love. What a fun night right? Well, I actually enjoyed it, to me there is nothing better than being lazy. I just wish I had someone to be lazy with and cuddle up with. Well thats all I have to say...I'm really ready to go home so I can go to sleep. So, goodnight.

I love this song...</3Collapse )

I'm so confused...

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October 8th, 2004 @ 6:44pm]
[ mood | WET. ]

so i got bored...and horny. =]

im bored again, enjoy frandsCollapse )

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October 7th, 2004 @ 10:28pm]
[ mood | lonely. ]

so, today we didnt have school, nor tomorrow. today has been the suckiest day ever. i have not did anything, ive never been so bored and i feel totally ignored which i think i am being. i dont understand. maybe im being paranoid but i feel lonely. where is my boyfriend? his girlfriend sure doesnt know. ive call him all day. i didnt hear from him yesterday either. sometimes i wonder if i matter.

today, i stole some of my dads weed and got high. all by myself. im such a loser but i like it. i made this when i was all....feeling niceCollapse ) im so weird. it says, "yo dogg, what's up boo?" and a nice, "tatto" on my arm. wow. im cool like lizyordy.

speaking of lizyordy, i stumbled aross this today somehow. "Psalm 92:9-10
For, lo, thine enemies, O LORD, for, lo, thine enemies shall perish; all the workers of iniquity shall be scattered.
But my horn shalt thou exalt like the horn of an unicorn: I shall be anointed with fresh oil."
unicorns are in the bible. they are real. YESSSSSSSS.

ive been cleaning my room for the past while trying to get my room straighten up because its a complete mess. mom bought me a new bedspread and things today online. its so pretty. its called passionate purple and its hot. if i feel like it, i will show you a picture...tomorrow.

goodnight lj friends. who wants to do something tomorrow??? PLEASE. I NEED REAL FRIENDS who will go out with me. im so pathetic.

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October 6th, 2004 @ 5:43pm]
[ mood | boooooored like whoa! ]


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October 5th, 2004 @ 9:02pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Today I went to school...then I went to Joshua's...got me some loving, then came home and did absoutley nothing. I am so tired and am going to bed after this...but first I have something to say about liz yordy.<3

Well today she said something about how she likes Unicorns and I'm like omg...me too, they are so pretty but she was like, their a band loser. So, I asked her if they were real and she said they were...but something told me she was a sneaky little liar=] Anyways...I looked it up on the internet and I have discovered that they are indeed real or at least they definitely were.

Here are the pictures... http://www.geocities.com/dantalian_unicorn/real_unicorns.htm

Well...I did some more looking and I read they maybe they are like...horses, white ones with horns implanted in them. That could be true now but I'm sure like in the medival times they were real...I mean, why would someone make something as realistic as unicorns up. WHOA!! ARE DRAGONS REAL? I dont know...but like, I dont believe in like...shrek...but unicorns, definitely...I just think they are extremley old. :) I'm so loserific for looking this up!

One more thing...


HEHEHE...thats for my liz baby...hehe, i shall tell you about it lj...see there is the kid in my class and he is asian. a smart asian. asians are all smart bitches, they all draw good too. gah, good asians. anyways...his name is dawn la and richey was all like, DAWN LA ON THE FLOOR...like DON'T LIE ON THE FLOOR...and it was funny. I love you lizyordy...its like a entry for you because its all about you baby. ILY TOTALLY<33356526532900+969696969

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October 3rd, 2004 @ 10:37pm]
[ mood | nice=] ]

Wowww...this has been like the BEST day ever!!!! OMG...so this morning...church was nice I guess...I mean, better than usual because Andddy Lambert was thereeeee!!! I love him...he is the funniestttt =]

When I got home...I was sooooo effing horrrny!! I must have watched porn for like two hoursss...aaand...dad and mom were all like...up at boone seeing ashley.....soo i could be all.....uhhnnnnn SEXXXXXXUAL. omg...i must be silly to type things like this in here!!

Soo...Me and baby had plans to spend the whole day togettttther or at least alot of it!!! He came overrrrr around 3...andddd we stayed here for a bit.....then went over to his houseee.....eeeeek...our parents were all out of town so it was like having our own little housesss:) so sweeeeet.....and we ate lots of cheeeeeese and had LOTS of seccccks. hehe. Showerrr =*

Anywaysss...enough of this......I loveeee my baby soooooooooo muchhhhh!!!!<3

Gah, I need to totalllly do my homeworrrk but im soooooooo tired....plus i have to take a showerrrr since im way way way way wayyyyyy to lazzzy in the morning to take one!! Eeek...So...I probably wont be going to bed til like 12 or laterrr...which to me is late bc here lately Ive been a loser panties and going to bed at 9 or 930!!!

Wellll...TOOTLESSS:)       TOOT TOOT!.....gahhh.......i love my baby and his TENIS!!!! =P

Hayley is the only one who ever comments anymore and I just want to say I love you again because I doooooo:)))))00 Thank you baby for being my only lj friend=]

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October 2nd, 2004 @ 12:32pm]
[ mood | im fine...right. ]

You know the story 
You read the books
Boy meets girl Then they fall forever in love But I know better So here goes a tale Of the realest of the real Listen Now once upon a time in a small world It was everything that I dreamed of He was my gem and I was his pearl Nothing could come between us A prince charming to call my own Until the day that he broke my heart And left me wonderin all alone Pickin my mind and soul apart Chorus: Used to believe in love (I used to believe in love) Used to believe in fairy tales (In fairy tales) Since my heart's been crushed (It's been crushed) I don't believe in much, I need help(No no no no no) Don't know which way to turn Figure it out for myself I've just started to learn (La da da dee, oh) There's no such thing as fairy tales Is a good story supposed to end Unhappily ever after Just as wonderful as it begins And carry on for a few chapters Then how come each time I open up I can't seem to get past page one I guess it's time for me to close up And go back on the shelf because I'm done REPEAT CHORUS Twinkle twinkle little star Why do my dreams seem so far (Why they seem so far) Up above the world so high Won't somebody tell me why (Can you help me) Can you help me out Can you tell me what love is all about Cause I never known it for myself (Don't believe in fairy tales) That's why I don't believe in fairy tales no more

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October 1st, 2004 @ 8:33pm]
[ mood | pissed/getting depressed. ]

1. Copy thisCollapse )into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.

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September 30th, 2004 @ 9:10pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

hello. again, nothing happened today either. i like this whole bullet thing. i will do that again.

  -ecom=fun with ted and friends=]
  -english=sub...=talk/watch boring movie/readdddd
  -psychology=play with PARISSSS<333
  -mattth=liz yordy is my loverrrr<3  / stupid kid tying me to a chair w/ strings on my shirt
+go to joshuass
  -HELL for a while
  -daniel came over
  -make-up sex
+come home
  -bubbly bath as always=]
+and now we come to writing in my livejournal...<3

mai finally sent my picture of me and mrs. debbie kincaid...ill post it on here just because i love her. 

>>click<<Collapse )

the end. and tonnie lived happily ever afterrrr.

and i would just like to say...I LOVE HAYLEYYYY HERMAN.<3

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September 29th, 2004 @ 8:02pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I have nothing to write about yet i feel the need to update.

+School=Early Dismissal at 2:35
+Psychitrist Appt.=More Medicine =] =]
+Burger King*****BK Veggie=YUM!

How sad was my day? It consisted of four bullets.

Time for my daily bubble bath and reading :)

Oh yeah...Today in psychology...Paris(My hampster) and Ralphie(Amanda Gerbil) got in a fight and they clamped on to eachother and started biting the crap out of each other and I pulled them apart and the gerbil bit the crap out my thumb and I'm in pain. Pity Me.

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September 24th, 2004 @ 8:24pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I got my license today!</font>

it was a verrrrry interesting day...but im to sleepy to tell you about it, maybe later if you are lucky=]

I love you Joshua!</font>
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September 23rd, 2004 @ 6:43pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

i havent updated in a while. ive had the best week everrr...and i hope it continues tomorrow. im suppose to get my license tomorrow! eeeeek!! i hope i dont fail but i honestly think i will. i suck totally!!

hmm, this week was homecoming week. the only day i dressed up for was pj day and it was nice because it was on monday and ahh i need sleep. i wanted to take a nice nap today but i had so much homework. im putting it off for you livejournal. i love you. i dont know if im going to the game tomorrow. im not into games, maybe if i get my license me and joshua can do something. i dont know.

yesterday, they called me up to the office. well, like 20 people or something...i dont know and we got accepted for some thing called National Technial Honors Socitey. hehe, im like what. I'm smart?? and it was silly because I saw ted up there. Whoa, me and ted are like dumb but not really. The only reason we survive in that class is with eachother. I love that asian. haha im even listening to michael jackson, you are not alone right now. yesssss!

whoa, i just realized that livejournal changed while i was gone. well i noticed when i started typing but it just now came into my mind again. crazzzzy! they should make it a pretty color or something. like pinkkkkk! hmm.

i dont really have anything to update about. things have been very nice lately........:) well, if i think of anything ill let you know. i love you tonnie. hehe, always have to let you know baby.<33

Me and Liz have lovers bracelets<333 hehe, I love you sexxxxxxxual baby<333 Mmm.


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September 21st, 2004 @ 4:49pm]
[ mood | YAY! ]

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September 19th, 2004 @ 5:57pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

I'm bored and pissy...what's new:)Collapse )</p>

oh and they put pictures of my rafting trip on the internet...check them out!http://www.photoreflect.com/scripts/prsm.dll?eventframe?event=08MA0021&start=304&ts=1095613458 im on the second and third rows :)


you're losing so much and you don't care.</3

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so wear me like a locket around your throat, i'll weigh you down, i'll watch you choke <3 [Saturday

September 18th, 2004 @ 11:59am]
[ mood | depressed ]

"we are humans. we feel. we want to be wanted, needed, loved. you cannot put a schedule or a map on emotion, no matter how much you want to. the best planning cannot stop you from feeling passion or adoration if your mind and body tell you to."

..repair this broken heart..Collapse )</font>

its like trying to put a band-aid over a wound that needs stitches.
it just bleeds right through.
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September 16th, 2004 @ 10:25pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

hey, its me...andrea. hehe, well of course it is. omgomg like today i was sitting in psychology and this big boy walks in and like aaron goes, omg is that william shook and im like, well by golly it is. and it was. like yes, he moved in 5th grade so if any of you guys reading this went to clyde campbell...hehe. william shook is backkkkk. omgomg what ever happened to william lane. anyways...enough of this.

today was the first day with no mrs. kincaid. ted was mean today. the end. i am mad at you ted and tomorrow im going to let you read this and then im going to 69 your mom. bitch<3

awww...my baby looked so cute today and he was cuddly but im getting really sad because i havent spent time with him in long time and it just makes me sad because i read everyones away messages and they are all..."with my baby" and like, my baby is with his friends and im just sitting here missing him. i love you baby. you should love me more.

i totally had to stay after school like today to go to play reading for theartre. its me, meredith, aaron, emily kale, and shannon elkins! weee...were all hot. i got playss to read. yippie skippie. im a dorrrk.

hmm...anywayss...tomorrow shall be a good day i think. we get bojo's in englisssh and then other stuff in mattttth. sexual. and psychology we get to be mayors and give speeches, oh i love talking. hehe. andddd then e commerce is e commerce. yay!! im soooooo glad tomorrows friday. its going to like flood though, i hope we get out of schoool. how super cool would that be.

and now, the question of the day...


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September 15th, 2004 @ 9:31pm]
[ mood | i have a headache and im sad. ]

..A Poem for my Debbie Kincaid..Collapse )</span>


well today was a really sad day. i cried this morning. my darling debbie is gone. i think my grades will drop. like yeah, seriously. maybe im a loser but i heart that woman. i shall miss her. she better visit.


well anyways...recap of my day...hmm pretty sucky as usual. i am so sick of school. i hate doing the same routine over and over. its not that i mind that when its doing nothing but school, ahh.



english=movie and test

psychology=movie and me bitching at mr. thomas

tech math=dirty stories and talking about my sex life


okay, maybe today wasnt that bad. except for the mrs. kincaid part. i told travis to tell her to read it to his class. hehe. im such a wonderful student. oh and ted brought in YOU ARE NOT ALONE by michael jackson. loves it. oh my gahhh...i took pictures today, well only like one or two because my batteries ran out but i had mrs. kincaid use the schools camera and to take a picture of us. so, ill be getting that soon probably and ill put it up here.



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September 14th, 2004 @ 6:09pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

well last night i didnt do my homework and ive been really depressed lately and yesterday i just had one of the worse days of my year so i decided not to go to school but then when i woke up this morning, i was really sick. i was all throwing up and stuff and sick and omg...SICK.

so, then after i got better i did the whole tv deal as a usual summer day. nothing special. but omg, i was all watching porn later and i think my dad walked in on my like masterbating! ahhh, im so worried!! eweee.

anyways, i took a bubble bath. i wanted to like submerge my pain in the water. it helped a little. it definitely calmed me down. i love bubble baths.

i was on the computer for most of the day. my favorite part of the day was when "asdf" LIZ YORDY got on in her computer apps 2 class. omgomg. i heart her. we are so awesome. muah. shes sexy.

hmmmmm, im starting to feel bad again. i dont really have much to say. i feel awful. i think i should go back to the doctor. tomorrow is mrs. kincaids last day. im so sad. im going to go make her something. i dont know. i love her. she was the best teacherrrr i have ever had. better than mr. guptil and mr. bost put together. i know!


this is my heart...                                1yr7months.

...Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?Collapse )
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